Let's run.

Life has been real tough for me. It's so hard to keep up. I want to escape from everything. Putting up with smiles and all everyday just because I don't want anyone to worry about me. It just sucks to the core when people don't appreciate it. I'm so tired of life. I'm tired of everything. But I can't leave everything behind and go off. That would be unreasonable and dumb. Or maybe, I should stop torturing myself already. If there were anymore damages done to me, I don't think I'll be able to handle it. But what can I do, I created this mess afterall. God, can I just shut myself off from this world?