Always the same.

Sigh. Was suppose to meet Ms Lo for PTC. But then, dad wasn't free to wait for the grandmother to finish her speech.. So ended up meeting my form teachers, Ms Andrea and Mdm Fazelah. Had bad results. I mean, really bad.

I wanted to cry so much, but held back all my tears.

Then at one moment, Idk if it were just me or, well I thought Mdm fazelah looked at my dad, then at me and smiled, the kind that says are-you-thinking-what-im-thinking.

I know Im just talking gibberish. Whatever.

Things that have to be done are piling up like never before. I really need to buy a mini whiteboard to remind self. Wth.

Reasonable reason.

Sometimes, it's not what you think.

One more week.

It's too long.

Afraid.

Really feel like deleting blog arl... Super lazy to blog -.- Sigh. School has been as tiring as ever. Im struggling to catch up, but, im like totally clueless, esp when it comes to math. Oh god please save me, lol. DIE.

But well, i atteded Adam Khoo's workshop. It's really motivating. But I wonder when, then I'll start to realise, Os is getting nearer and nearer. The clock is ticking fast, yet I'm still not doing much.

Urgh.

Nvm, now, I'll go study my chinese. Sigh. Wish me luck.

That one dollar is definitely worth it!

Ytd was boring plus hot plus okay plus funny. After school, waited with Hafizah and Syafiq for the bus to CCAB to come. Oh, we were gg CCAB to watch soccer match.

Then when the game start, I have no idea why, the graduating people are cheering for only Sugi, and Sugi-.- Hahahaha, weird bunch of people. Well, we can win actually, but lots of ball just went out instead of in the post. Well, they still got second.

Then after that took bus back to school, and some weird people started to sing, apparently in a really #&%@*#!@^&* way. Cannot tahan siah-.- So Fizah was nice enough to share me one of her earpiece, hahahaha.

Reached school, bus-ed to lot one. Bought food, home.

I need.

Bah. School is soooooooo @#*#$@#&()%*#!@. Nvm. Life now is like struggling. I'm really trying to do my things now. But seems just so difficult. What a high price to pay for not studying hard in sec three, urgh. I just hope i can make it in time when Os ard the corner.

Well, and today, seems okay. A little emotional, but it's okay now. Hope Syafiq can be like now :) Then the fucking weather is so bloody toot I tell you. Screw the sun. SUPER HOT SIAH. My brain is melting! LOL.

And I don't really have anything to blog about anymore.. So, hope everyone has a nice rest tonight. Goodnight earthlings.