Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it.

Second day of school. Okay great day I think?

Somehow I was able to concentrate in chemistry lesson. Some kindof miracle eh. And Mr Teo teaching us back bio, good good:D

After school walked with Fizah to YewTee. Trained to Lot One then bought deluxe chocolate.

Yum, but I still prefer double chocolate. Deluxe's abit sweet.

Went to rooftop and hangout there for awhile. Then went to library. Fizah taught me some maths problems. Bus-ed home after that.

And today 's th day my cousins are coming back frm UK :) I'm like on cloud ten now. I miss all th chattings with them like hell man.

Whatever can go wrong will go wrong.

Friday:

Supposed to go Johore again, Turns out both me and mom were sooooo lazy. So end up didn't go, hahaha. Thn Fizah randomly called me.

'Yinghong, you free today? Can go watch Transformer 2 with me?'

See? random right!

Asked my mom, she reluctantly agreed. Told Fizah about th good news thn went to prepare. Got ready and set off. Met Fizah outside Guardian. I wanted to watch at Lot1 soooo super crazy badly, reason: I AM SO LAZY TO GO CAUSEWAY.

I knw, it's not really a reason ppl will listen to it.. So end up watching at Causeway instead, cuz Fizah says th queue very long and blah blah blah.

Turns out, we couldn't even see where's th queue when we were in Causeway. Was nagging at Fizah all th way, hahaha. Bought tickets like finally. Went for lunch/dinner since th movie only starts like one hour more.

Ate at KFC. After eating decide to buy popcorn first before gng inside th theatre. Missed part of th movie thnks to th families infront of us being sucha slowpoke. Sigh. And, we sat at th front seats. Neck ached like hell!

After movie went back Lot1 and borrowed some books before gng home.

Today:

Great (Sarcastic).

Met up Shahari first outside Mac. Followed by Shafiq. Thn Fatin. And lastly, Syafiq-.- He was super late, really. Took bus 188 to Harbourfront. Actually wanted to take bus. But someone wanted to take train, idk who.

Buy tickets and trained to Sentosa. Went to changed and back to th beach. Well, obviously we jumped to th sea lah. It was like welcoming us like that, cuz weather was hot, haha.

Swam to th opposite side, and most of my energy was burnt off arl. I was thinking, how to swim back. Fatin was thinking th same as well. Lucky Shahari helped us. Thnks eh. After reaching, i realise my hairband was lost, dropped into th sea:( Sad face.

Was playing a fool most of th time in water. Even when there's lightning risk, we didn't care. 17 30 decides to leave th beach. Halfway walking, something really bad happened. Really, really bad. Ughh great-.-

Trained back to Vivo thn took cab home.

Men think about sex every six seconds.

Tiring day.

Went Johor with mom and did some clothings shopping. Thn went to Taman Sentosa to have dinner and those roadside hawker stalls. Really brings backs lots of memories.

Still eating thn dad called and said he will drive us frm Woodlands so me and mom won't have to stay at mom's friend's house, yay:) bought new shirts as well, again, yay :D

Now i gtg sleep. It's like 2.18am-.-

Touch of evil.

Today's suppose to wake up like 5 30am? Ends up only woke up when Fizah gives me th second wake up call. at 6 27am. Hesitating whether to go or not, and ends up wasting another 4 minutes.

Prepared and set off. Reached school like 7 30am and saw Michelle. We were suppose to reach school like 7 10am, meaning, we're late. Thn Miss Tho says we're later and will have to run 10 rounds instead of 5. Damn.

And in this part of trg was really fun, kindof like it somehow. We have to partner up, with someone of same size. Needless to say, Fizah's always my partner in trg and that makes it easier for us. It's like, I have to be in push up position, thn Fizah holds up both my legs and i have to walk with my hands. Fizah really dk how to hold it properly for th first time. She keep dropping me and i landed on th floor flat with a 'prap', lol. Thn she dropped me for dk how many times arl, and tripped on me, thn fell and lie on me-.-

Bathed after trg, waited for others to finish their basketball thn went for lunch! Okay im getting super happy for lunch. I was famished at that time, like really.

After eating me and Emily went to 7-11 to buy vodka. Blackcurrent flavour, taste like ribenna, and it's nice, for me :) Bus-ed to lot one and handout at Roof Garden. Got phone call frm mom and met her up.


She saw me looking like jelly(i was seriously tired just now) and was asking if i still want to go orchard, or stay at home rest. I chose th second choice. Accompany my mom for awhile, thn i went home first.

Online, thn slept for 4 hours. And shit, school's reopening.

Seven sinners.

Photos on monday, okay which is ytd:

Rum, I'm so in love with you now.

It isn't what they say about you, it's what they whisper.

So, I didn't overslept today. I knw it's not really something to be proud of, but thn it's a great improvement, I think? Hahaha.

Reached school and ran laps and do all th warm ups blahblahblah. Halfway through our ball drills Yishun Secondary came, for friendly match. Ohh btw coach also coach that school as well.

Actually didn't get to play th match at all. But can't blame coach too. I missed trgs during th period when I have to paint th toilet. I got to umpire. Dammit was really weird. Really really.

After trg coach was briefing abt something and... Yuxiang crept behind her with 100plus. Emily was nudging me and I was arl giggling, silently of cuz. And th next thing, she was screaming and all of us laughed at her and all. Yuxiang said this,'Im so lucky I had stepped down.'. Coach was totally pissed, hahaha.

Thn th school uncle, says that's there's free food. Almost all of us went to have some. Fizah and me enjoyed th tea more though. After eating, bathed, thn got out of school.

Walked to YewTee to get eyebrow done. And Emily was mentioning rum th whole time. Thn I got an idea.

I suggested,'Emily, why dun you act like you're legal to buy alchohol drinks? You knw, you do look 18.'. Emily was kindof hesitating, thn agreed my idea if I follow her into 7-11. My plan succeeded, woohoo!

We were super duper elated, like duh! And somehow Syahira got excited over it as well. While Fizah's not looking, she took a gulp. After finishing th rum, we threw away th bottle, sadly.

Bus-ed to Lot with Fizah and Syahira. Syahira went home first. Went to Roof Garden to chitchat. We laughed at things that weren't even funny at all, and we fed a bird with our yucharkueh. And th bird keep coming back for awhile, like asking for more food.

Chitchat a lil' more, thn went down again, to buy double chocolate. Gosh I'm broke now thnks to that :'( Went back to Roof Garden and talked again.

Thn felt like gng home. Before that accompanied Fizah to NTUC to buy some groceries. Saw Fatin after that and she was like bugging me to help Fizah to carry her groceries, hahaha. Bus-ed home after that.

And yes, I'm still craving for more rum, thnks to Emily, hah.

If you lose sight of your path, listen for the destination in your heart.

Actually wanted to go to th self trg they organised. But i overslept. And only managed to wake up frm my slumber when it was 12 30. Called Fatin and blahblahblah. Shower and prepare, thn go out to meet them.

Met arl thn trained to Causeway. Turns out, all of them woke up late, hah. Went to Aina's mom's workplace cuz she need to get money. Thn bus-ed back to Causeway. Wanted to buy th movie tickets there, but it was so fucking packed with people, seriuosly. We don't even knw where was th queue-.- And Aina wants to go town actually.. So end up, i didn't follow.

Called Emily super randomly and said i want to catch movie. Trained back to Lot One and meet Emily up, thn went to buy th tickets. Ohh Monters VS Aliens is sucha adorableeeeee movie! Esp. th slimy googoo. And th scientist cockroach with th mad scientist laughter.

And yeah, one more thing. Emily kept asking me this, 'do i look like a eurasian?'.

Th first time she asked i was like giving her th lame face. Second time she asked, i said, 'okay emily, okay.'. AND THN, SHE ASKED FOR TH THIRD TIME. I totally feel like slapping her arl, haha! People who don't understand, put yourself in my shoe, thn you'll be feeling th same too.

Yearning to feel safe.

Syahira's birthday overdue pictures! :

Once upon a Honeymoon.

This few days Aina has been always waiting for me, cuz im late. Sorry eh. And bus-ed to school with her as usual. Thn wanted to start on painting, but was unable to find th paint i need. Unlucky uhhh :(

Finally Miss Aida came. Got white and black paint frm her, thn started on my painting. Fatin and Syakirah helped out. Thnks guys :) Liya came and joined halfway when i was painting. Finally, WORK DONE!

Walked to YewTee Point and had lunch. Eefa, Liya and Syakirah want to eat and KFC instead. So left me, Aina and Fatin. Ate and talked. Talked and ate. okay wth, lol.

Accompany Aina to take bus. Thn went to Lot with Fatin. Went to th roof garden, and started chit-chatting again. At times we laughed, at times we got serious. Th 'Syafiqs' part is really funny. We got a few 'names' for them. Names eh, lol ahh. Both of us talked until saliva was running dry. But we just continue anyway, though our throat was kindof croaking. hahaha. Today's really in a good mood :D

Sighs, art is gng to take another of our two weeks AWAY! Eeeeeee, geram nye! And my mom just played a stupid prank on me, WTH MOM!

Doubt gives birth to failure.

Okay, im almost done with my art, almost. Dammit, tmrw still have to go to school for that. I really want to feel th softness of my bed til' im ready to wake up, not alarm clock or Aina waking me up :( but, really must thnk her for this few days laa :D for bursting my bubbles, hahaha.

Paint, paint, paint. Mdm Fazelah saw my artwork and told melissa to help me to touch up, painted for quite awhile, thn got lazy. so left Melissa helping me to paint. Thnks so much melissa! :D Talk talk with friends. Thn went Lot One to eat, hungry oi. Eefa and Syakirah went back to change.

Met up Eefa and Syakirah after eating and bus-ed to Aina's house. Gosh Aina'a kittens are so adorableeeeeeeeee! They were like mew-ing all th way. Thn we played with Aina's cat. Eefa and Syakirah were like screaming and running XD Too bad nvr snap photos of their 'horrific-looking' faces. They even grab me and like, 'eh cover me, cover me!' two person pulling me, hahaha.

Went to BPP after that. Looked for Panadol for Syakirah. But they are so expensive. Turn out, didn't buy. Were sitting ard in KFC and Eefa and Fatin were eating. Talked abt lots of stuff. Thn bus-ed home.

Nightmare ressurected.

Whoaaaaaa.

Have been feeling sleepy throughout th day. Dain came to help with our art. But turns out she's just sitting there, talking, hahaha. Painted my picture a lil' with th help of Eefa and Fatin. thnks alot eh :D

Then, time to go! went to bathe then hang ard in th school for awhile. played truth or dare. But halfway through th game they find truth boring, so they played dare only. God, im lucky. nobody was able to get me in th dare game :D

Bus-ed to Lot1. Ate at KFC. And Aina was laughing while eating, for some reason. After eating, some of us didn't feel like gng home. So stayed in th library.

Halfway through Eefa left to meet her mom. So left me and Dain. Gosh, we gossipped all th way. And surprisingly, this is th first time i talked to her, and we chatted for so long. Hahaha.

Ohh ya, Idk why i have been telling this to my friends, but i really love gore movies. Ytd my dad downloaded this movie 'Against the Dark'. People who love gore should watch it :D

Overcoming difficulties.

Today was soooooo late. Turns out, this idiot forget to wake me up when he told me he'll give me wake up call-.- ohh wtf man.

Reached school abt 10 30am, i think. Thn i started on my painting. I thought Syahira would come. Called her and she says she's sick, dammit. I HAVE TO DO ALL TH PAINTING. Sighs, pity me.

But i paint only abit. Really, i have no mood to paint-.- and my picture FUCKING SUCKS SO MUCH,OHH SO MUCH. How siah~ Thn for th rest of th day i was like playing a fool. Played Ice man with Adli, Fatin, Fikri, Kamil and Zuhairi.Gosh how fast they was. My legs almost gave way most of th time when chsing them. Thn leg hurts after that :(

And thn, and thn, Shahari was like,'i wonder how putting make up feel like, like curious ahh.' Thn i was like, too bad didn't bting make up. Thn Aina said she brought it. So we started out with Shahari, HAHAHA. Thn Adli became another victim. Okay can't really use th word 'another' since Shahari allowed us to make over him, LOL.

Ohh turns out Shahari looked soooo bapok and Adli, totally a girl, he only lacked a bra to make him looked like he had boobs, wth, haha.

Bathed after that. Fuuhhh! refreshed, hah. Totally washed all my sticky sweat away~ hahaha. Bus-ed home, and right now, im tired. haha.

Even hell has off days.

Sighs. I bet most people are staying at home, enjoying their sleep while th 3-7 students have to be in school for toilet painting-.- Luckily, it's quite fun :) but th bad thing is, i chose this cookie jar picture. Cuz th details of th picture is quite a lot, im required to draw it BIG, with Syahira helping me. Gosh that's tough.

And one thing, we were short of erasers. I have to run up to th boy's toilet, twice, to borrow erasers. Ohh ya, another half of my classmates are gng to paint th boy's toilet.

Doodled2 and helped out in other people's drawing as well. Thn finally called it a day. Bus-ed to Lot one. Camwhored all th way in bus. Thn went to th sky garden. Thn to th toilet. Continued our camwhore-ing there again. Went to library sat there for a awhile. Thn grab some food and went home.

Bad thing is, i didn't bring key with me, and none of my family members were at home. i sat at th stairs for 2 hours, or more. Idk, i just lost track of time. Luckily my phone can connect to house connection, so i was online all th way, chatting with Dinah, hahaha.