Let's run.

Life has been real tough for me. It's so hard to keep up. I want to escape from everything. Putting up with smiles and all everyday just because I don't want anyone to worry about me. It just sucks to the core when people don't appreciate it. I'm so tired of life. I'm tired of everything. But I can't leave everything behind and go off. That would be unreasonable and dumb. Or maybe, I should stop torturing myself already. If there were anymore damages done to me, I don't think I'll be able to handle it. But what can I do, I created this mess afterall. God, can I just shut myself off from this world?

All i can do is apologising.

I'm really sorry.
I didn't mean to break your heart this way either.
It was a hard choice, for both of us.
I hate my mom.

Deep shit.

The day was so great until 2 hours ago. Urgh. Damn. Nvm. How long have I not posted man.. Guess have been really tired. And people are getting sick this few days.. Wonder if it were some pandemic or what. Ytd there was like ten absentees. Seven were sick, three went for musical rehearsal. Then two more went home during Literature.

Total, twelve not in class.

Wth man. And the class is like oven everyday, toasting us. I could barely stand the heat. It's so excruxiating! So nice weather so good now :D (raining is not good, but the coldness is)


Oh yeah, now I seem to just understand what my teachers are saying. Like finally I'm having more great teachers and a nice tutor :) Then I realise, I'm stupid last year. Bah -.-

And tmrw is musicaaaaaal. Hahahaha, wth.